Whoever it was that said that the darkest hour is before dawn is a very smart person. I was having dark hours ... a few of them la... and although there were a few stars here and there so it was not totally dark, my dawn came through today.

When you hug friends, it used to be that you could do it without thinking. But then, things change. Nowadays, at the workplace, you have to consider whether some people are MARRIED or NOT before you can flirt or hug them. SERIOUSLY. Like, I never had to take this into consideration before when I made friends and gave them hugs. This is quite complicated. This is because it seems that once you reach an age though, and a certain rank, people flirt quite a lot too even though they are married. The confusions of working life !

But I maintain that I am a very optimistic and happy person at heart. It is just that I lose control of my Cancerian emotions sometimes. I am a bouncy ball of emotions Haha !

I will try my best to make my life work. I went to the gym today again at 6.30 am. I had 90 minutes personal training with this Hafiz guy who just graduated from Uniten in MechEng. He would not let me stop ! Arghh. Although my back and arms were really killing me at the end of my session, I have to thank him. He taught me a lot about all the machines and the muscles too ! Although I think he wanted me to buy personal training sessions. I do not think I will though. I have not enough money.

As far as CFA goes, I have decided to self study instead of going for courses, I hope that is wise. My exam will be on the 2nd of Dec, and I will have to get books to start reading soon. My plan is to study at night. I hope I will not be too tired !! POWER ON !

To infinity and beyond .....................

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