Sigh. The planned karaoke session yesterday did not work out. Oh well, had a pretty fun time just talking at Starbucks and then a dinner at Hard Rock Cafe. There is something very comforting just being able to hang out with some friends with whom you can tell your troubles too and laugh and relax. Food at Hard Rock was quite good ! I was just craving for a burger, and since we were not going to RedBox to get the burgers there (which are VERY good) I ordered this Hickory BBQ Beef Burger. Yummy. I think I just like to chew meat. MrJan understood what I meant perfectly. Haha. He might be worse than me. He left some meat while he went to the toilet so that he could eat it when he came back so that he would not forget the taste. Haha. After dinner, we shared a whole bar of chocolate together. Just five of us. Wonderful. The experience was wonderful I mean, though the chocolate was good too. On the walk back to office, we seemed to have got into a sugar high cause everyone was very airy-fairy. Just as I was bidding farewell to these guys, (since I would not be seeing them for a month) I had a phone call. Guess who ?

Thanks CKBear for listening to me talk for 90 minutes. Haha. I swear. Thanks a lot. We had very good time just bitching and talking and discussing and reporting and whatever else. To find a quiet place to talk, I was actually on the 3rd floor of the Prince hotel where they had the function rooms which were empty. Just me and some guy with a vacuum cleaner, sucking up the dust. It was especially good for me, as just the night before, was quite disappointed as all three guys I called, (YapBear, RyanBear and NickBear) were all busy doing one thing or another and we seriously have not gone out for some chatting for a long time and with me going away, I thought it would be nice to chat. Yea so they were all busy but is that not to be expected ? Since they had their own lives too and had to study/work/play. I guess what was really disappointing as well was that they did not remember my birthday even when I called. Blush*.. Yea, I get pretty disappointed when my birthdays are not remembered since I take so much trouble to remember people's birthdays. We actually celebrated YapBear's birthday on my initiative and I wished NickBear (He was busy with his girlfriend so we did not celebrate). So there you go. Yes you ! You better remember my birthday !! Thanks CKBear for your as yet unreceived gift. Seems like I will not be receiving for a long time though, I am leaving on Monday. Should thank KenBear as well right ?

And there was this whole deal about not liking someone enough to like them all the time. You understand ? Basically, you like this person to really like them sometimes but at other times you can just as easily forget about them. So obviously, you have not really cared for them enough for them to be part of your life right ? So is it a good thing to ask them to be part of your life when you are not ready for it ? I just cannot understand girls. Or guys. Or even myself. Life is very complicated. And sometimes I am more than willing to just let everything go and just enjoy life. Not to say that I am not enjoying life but maybe not enjoying it to the fullest because of all the nitty gritty that happens. It is just like the RM's job. I would probably love the job if not for all the nitty gritty that occurs every day and makes life so much more complicated than it should be.

Anyway, I really have to get ready to go to Labuan. I have not packed at all currently, and am going out for lunch and then after dinner. Hmm. But I guess I could pack in a day and then probably forget my phone charger or something equally important. An annoyance but not really a catastrophe. Study Study Study. That will probably take my mind off everything. Heard that they have Pizza Hut and KFC but not McDonald's. But it is alright in the fact that I can probably live the simple life with cup noodles and the like right ? This will help my diet a lot. Since I know someone who is gung-ho on joining MarieFrance, I need a head start in the weight loss competition ! Haha. Yes. Diet, Work and Study. What could be better ? Now have visions of self running along a beach, hair streaming behind and coming up to a big house. When have rested will be studying like a good boy with a nice pot of tea and everything will be easy. And when the weekend is over and I am back in the office, will be able to tell managers that "Leave it to me and I will help". Haha.........

And yes of course will update on what happens in Labuan.

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