I am leaving for Labuan next week. Was told this today and boy was I shocked. But once the initial shock was over, it was all very exciting. I am fantasising of the beach, short hours, living in my own apartment, and basically the yuppie life. I will be there for a month ! Woohoo ! Of course, this is not a holiday but work work work ! But yes, I will be enjoying myself there I hope. Excited very excited ! I hope this continues, because being seconded away, is a great opportunity for your to raise your profile !

After work just as I was going home, decided to have dinner with MrKap. Never regretted it for a moment. He is inspiring. Very inspiring. One big reason was because he used to be the type that I despised and looked down at. But somehow, I find myself changing. I envy him and am filled with admiration for his enthusiasm for his work as well as dogged spirit. That is probably why I have decided to keep close to him and help in whatever project he brings up. I am actually meeting him after hours tomorrow. Maybe I can do something more, just like MrKap. I want to shine and I realise that yes, I am VERY competitive and definitely want to do better than the rest. In MrKap, I see someone who is just as motivated as myself and better yet, motivates me even more to do better. I am excited at the prospect of working at a project with him, because I realise that we can do great things ! We will see what happens.

In the midst of dinner, JinBear called me. And I happened to get some words in with RaeBear, NiqBear and YuBear. And I realise that somehow the conversation was very one-sided. I think I have changed. Or maybe it is just that we are living different lives. Which is a popular subject with me at the moment. Does living different lives mean that you get pushed further apart ? Sometimes I think so, and yet sometimes the romantic part of me disagrees. But at the moment, career is definitely a very big part of my life. Along with family. But yes definitely all out career. Lots of self improvement, have to be more aggressive and do my best in everything. So have to study hard as well, so if you wonder sometimes how is my social life going at the moment, I can truthfully tell you, not that great. But friends at work are great. I guess this is where I am concentrating on at the moment.

SailorJoyo is going to Sweden for two weeks. ~_~""

I want to go holiday too. I love my job too. I think from now until December especially I shall be enjoying myself a lot.Yes I know I sometimes complain a lot about my job but I actually love it a lot. Today I opened my email in the morning to find words of praise from MsJhen. I am very happy because somehow her comments are so important to me. I love my job.

I am very happy right now. Now all I need is someone to share my happiness. You know you are happy when you can reach all the high notes in a song that you have been trying to sing !

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