Ah, is it not such a happy feeling ? After watching the Australia vs Japan match yesterday, I could hardly get any sleep !! In fact, when it started, I was not even watching and only learnt about the first Japanese goal from the internet. I took a shower at halftime and was preparing for bed when my conscience pricked me and I went to catch the last half hour. I have never been so glad. The last 10 minutes was absolutely fantastic and it made me miss Melbourne and Australia so…I desperately wanted to be at Federation Square or any other pub, or even just at IH, and hug someone and celebrate. As it was, no one could have understood the jubilation I was in when Australia won. Ah Australia, bloody marvelous. Then as I read all the comments on the comment board on the Age website I could only feel my heart swell with pride and joy. It was almost as good as having a baby ! I am so happy that I cannot really help smiling the whole day. Sigh. So happy.

My happiness was checked though, as I learnt that MrCeong was being naughty. Remember when I went for dinner with SharBear last last weekend ? Well, he told me he saw me last Monday. But who would have guessed that yesterday, while I was on leave at home, that he would announce that he saw me with a girl having dinner ? Him being SailorJoyo’s boss does not help things at all. Worse of all, when I was trying to explain who SharBear was, she told me that I did not have to explain. Despair. Sadness and disappointment.

There you have it. Is it not very weird that a person can have two very conflicting emotions at the same time ? That is me. Moody and emotional. And confused. Happy and sad at the same time. Bah. Stupid me.

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