Well it seems funny how it is so hard to get together with friends from school. Of course one must also understand that, it HAS been a few years since we were very close. And since then, roads have diverged widely, and everyone would have a whole new bunch of friends that they would have been very close with, since going to university is a very stressful time and one MUST have friends then. But does it mean that we would be unable to keep the friendship going ?

One of my closest friends from that time will be having his birthday this week. But I have been unable to contact him. Messages have not been replied and I am not sure if he is really as busy as he seems or that maybe time has slowly reduced the closeness of the friendship. I hope not.
Short of calling him, there seems to be no other avenue, but one does not want to seem desperate although thinking it over, what is so desperate about calling friends ? Until you think that maybe this is a message that you were not such a close friend as you first thought. That is, you might think they were close friends but to them you were just an acquaintance ? Hmph. One should really stop watching Sex and The City and try to decode all these mixed messages.
But there you have it. People say guys find it harder to communicate. Maybe.

CSA is coming on the 13th and there are 14 papers but 16 booklets. Have resolved to finish it once by Sunday night and then go through everything once more this week. Am also thinking about getting another credit card. Just for. Also deciding on the Singapore trip. Have paid up for the company's treasure hunt and think I will be taking some days off later this month and next month as well. I need a break sometimes. More karaoke sessions needed too. MrLou is going to Melbourne in August to ski. I would love to do that too, but that will take me ten months to save up for.....

For all you guys in Australia with exams, the best of luck and the highest of grades for you. Hope all you get fantastic results and have a great winter holiday.

Sometimes I wish I could relive my years there but since even KeeBear has realized the impossibility of such a wish..how can I wish for it ? Hm. Time to move on.

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