Nightmare : Was in class in high school and we were getting our report cards and everyone was just moving around class as was the norm. Somehow, I failed two subjects out of five, getting a 26 and a 48. This was weird because I never had only 5 subjects in school, only in uni. And the subjects were weird too, it was like Pneumatics something.........which is an engineering subject and everyone knows I cannot understand engineering. Probably dreaming of work because Pneumatics is one of the companies I am working on. Grr. Altogether, a very upsetting dream and though I ended up sleeping 6 hours, feels like almost none and am very tired today.

But still need to study for my exam. Stupid Pauleta to score, stupid Deco to get injured and stupid Ronaldo to get subbed. Stupider me for using them in my team. Sigh, this is one reason I should not play fantasy leagues because I get too passionate and crazy. Not about the sport, but about the game. Shucks. Obsessive-Compulsive behaviour man...........

SailorJoyo just messaged me for answers to a trivia bar quiz. Is it weird that I feel extraordinarily happy ? But maybe the status quo is indeed : Friends. Do I want more ? Can I handle having more ? Does she want more ? Will there be more ? Can there be more ?

I am confused.

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