All too familiar is the phrase "I know something you do not know".

But warm fuzzy feelings are the focus point of this phrase this time. Sigh, how wonderful it would be if fireworks actually happened on BOTH sides and a happy ending happens ? Hope it happens. Both are wonderful friends.

While waiting for my last episode to download, I wonder if I have told you guys that my blood type is B ? Well I just did. And the first person I told it to actually made a joke about the Korean movie - My Boyfriend is Type B. Pffttt.. How immature...but funny !! After the crazy night on Friday, I actually slept until noon, and again from 2 to 6. What a lot of sleep. And I still feel ready to sleep at any time. It is about midnight on Saturday now, by the way.

Once again, I have been reminded of the trip to Melbourne in Dec 2007. Well, it really is much to early to plan anything other than save money. But if only saving money was a much easier exercise. It just seems so hard to save when there are so many things that you want to spend on. My handphone for one. It has started to switch itself off. At first I thought the battery was weak but when it happened once too many times, I realised that it was slacking ! Should I get a new one ? Tempting....but I need to save too. Just like the plasma television. Should I have gotten one ? Maybe.............. So many things that I want...there you go the key word. Want. I guess I should be saving money for things I need...but....mostly it is things I want.

But I should not be so selfish. Working has taught me many things. And one of them is that you cannot always get what you want. That you should think of others and not be so selfish. That money does not always come easy and that maybe you should think of the future and what you may need. That you have to patient and hardworking and yet know very well that you may not get what you want. That there will always be unfairness in the world. That you should not just complain, but do something. That friends will come and go but you will always need them. That there is nothing like a hug from someone you love and trust. Someone that you can laugh with and joke about. That you never know what tomorrow might bring, and why you should always try to be as happy as you can. Know that your family will always want the best for you, so never ever push them away. Know that your friends will always be part of your happiest memories, so try your best to keep them. And if they ever go, be sad, because it is highly improbable things will ever be the same between you again. And if ever, you manage to find a friend who will hug back, and laugh back, and remember you, you should know that you have been greatly blessed. Because you should know that friends are the family that you can choose. Love. And if you are loved, know that you are already among the happiest in the world.

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