It is almost 11 pm and I am still at the office. A combination of studying and last minute work has kept me here. It is slightly surreal............

The office is quiet but there are people on the phone to India, doing their work so there are actually people around.Am not really feeling tired, but also dread coming in to work tomorrow. Am actually in the midst of doing a session exam....

Glad to get a call from CCBear, and managed to talk to FredBear and IzyBear. Cannot believe how different life is over there. They are stressing over assignments due the next day and planning Easter holidays. I am stressing over my work, deadlines and also helping organise BBQ on Saturday. So alike and yet so different.

I am however, adamant in continuing this life. I realise that I want to be very successful, much like Jolyn or Patricia.. (they are my idols in the office) very successful, powerful, know what they want in life, and yet married and with kids. And still not yet 40. Therefore, I need to be able to keep up with my current life, working hard, fast and smart, studying and being on top of my CFA and other learning skills as well as smiling all the time. If one plans to be really successful in life, I guess one has to make some sacrifices. Better now, while I still have the energy.

I want to be successful. And recognised. And rich. And healthy.

And loved.

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