Why do I feel this way about you ?
And seriously, noone will be able to answer this question.

This is because each of you reading this, will be thinking of a different person, but even I cannot tell you if you are correct, because I myself am not sure who I am thinking of as I write these words.

I am not exactly depressed, so this is not one of my monthly depression cycles. It is just one of my musings. Who exactly do I have the deepest feelings for ? Who am I waiting for ? Who do I want to spend more time with ? More importantly, who do I want to spend forever with ?

I am not unhappy right now. But conversely, I cannot truthfully say that I am happy and contented at this moment. Sure, you might say that grass seems greener on the other side, or that we should learn to be contented. But I cannot. What is this yearning to be more ?

I learnt today that we should try to aim for success which are SMART.
S = specific
M = measurable
A = assessable
R = realistic
T = time-bound

But is this not a little too materialistic ? But then again, I myself would like to have material things now as well......................the mind boggles..

Maybe I should write a book.................................

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