What have I done ?
Was it right ?
Should I undo it ?
Should I apologise ?
Who am I trying to be ?
When will things be alright ?
Will the feeling pass ?
Was it the right thing to do ?
Is it my fault ?
Is there a better way ?
WHAT HAVE I DONE ?
I do not think I know.
All I know is that I feel really rotten right now. Like a depressed asshole.