Got my mail from XXBear today !! :) Will try to reply over my CNY holiday. Was so eager to read it, my ice cream melted because I forgot all about it !! Only one more day of work before the new year holidays. Luckily I have Fed Day on 1st Feb..so only need to work for one day next week !!

Meanwhile, my ATM card is here !! Am eager to try it out tomorrow. My credit card should be here too !!! And my first salary SHOULD also be in there haha !!

Tonight I went out again to celebrate Jessie's birthday. She sits next to me and she is a BA which is a Banking Apprentice. Which is slighly different programme to my GA Graduate Associate. It was really sweet as there were 20 of these BAs in the last intake and they are all very close. Just like a SAM class or an intake of freshers at IH. I felt like a guest among a group of friends. But somehow I still had a good time and even got to talk to some people. Especially BinBin who was quite cute and talked very fast. But after dinner at this little Thai place behind Lot 10 called Green Lotus, I drove home alone.

I started thinking about all the birthdays that I have celebrated in Melbourne. All the friends, the limited types of cakes and the presents. I miss those days a lot. And also started thinking how FionaBear, FredBear and SoBear were extremely nice to spend the last two birthdays with me. Thank you very much !! I miss them a lot too. Of course in 2005, SharBear and NiqBear were also present :) Thanks a lot. I am gonna miss a lot of people la. But am trying very hard to get used to the fact that people in Melbourne have their own life. I have my own life here too and I cannot be forever looking over at Melbourne and feeling sorry for myself. Actually this week I have tried very hard NOT to be 'desperate' and contact my Melbourne friends at all. Am trying really hard to be not so dependent on their love and care. But I will always treasure them of course. Am NOT looking forward to the 4th week of February. I have not had a single good hUgZ this week yet. But I will survive.

I LOVE YOUs !!

This time I mean it of course.

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