I tried to mentally telepathise these pictures to friends today but unfortunately due to weak reception from certain antennae, they did not go true. People should update their receivers. As you can see from the first picture on, this is my beloved cubicle and corner. It may not look like much but it is my home in the office. Looking closer at my stuff you can see that I put my calendar and mug at the right so that people know that I sit here since I am still lacking a name plaque for my cubicle. Hope it comes next week !.... This little black fella is my friend. I tell him all my troubles in life whenever I am too bored at work. As you can see, he can be quite a devil at times. And that is my Book of Knowledge. I write down everything that I have learnt so far. It has actually finished both pages by today since the knowledge gained at work is exponential. So technically I have learnt more than I needed as I have even filled up Sunday's column. That is fast. But I guess learning must go on. Incidentally, I just want to say that once you start work, there seems to be a time when one would feel that he has lost his purpose in life. That is me. I feel so lost right now. Yea, I know I gotta work, but then towards what goal ? What will happen in 2 years ? Would the world go on without me ?

That is why I have decided to go on studying. Unfortunately, not in Melbourne. I hope to be able to do some professional course probably CFA. That would also take my mind all these people below.

Sigh. Miss them already.

On a brighter note, today went to KLCC during lunch time because CKBear picked me up. The occasion was that RayBear was in town. So had lunch along with DanBear, MayLBear and GraceBear at California pizza. Food was alrites, iced tea was great but the prices were quite negative to the brain. Anyway, KLCC is walking distance to my building but then it is about 15 minutes walk in the hot sun. So I refused. CKBear wanted to kidnap me for 4 hours too.....Luckily managed to convince him not to.

Anyway SherBear is coming on Saturday and I am meeting up with some SAM friends on Sunday. SO even my weekends are busy now. And the week will start again. Ug.

Incidentally (everything is very incidentally today) I walked to Lot 10 and then Sungeiwang after work. First I needed to pass some time before the jam dispersed and it was also good exercise since I cannot join the gym until I have my credit card. And I almost died. I have NEVER seen so many ugly people in one place before ! Just like one of my friends said, where did all the pretty girls go ? They were so ugly...it was like the city of ugly. UGLY. I am no model, but at least I do not think people will call me ugly. These people were ugly. But now I am just being mean. But seriously also, I was quite traumatised. But I will get used to it right ?

Incidentally did you all know that there is a sixth floor on SungeiWang that caters to the HK/Jap/Kor looking clothes and shoes ? Also the RedBox and CosmicBowl is there too so if anyone wants to meet me there after work, it would be great ! But although I just loved the clothes and those on girls around me too, somehow in Sungeiwang...everything seemed really cheap. So, just forget it. Also, buying these cool clothes poses a problem for me. I have almost nowhere to wear them too. As it is, I spend five days in work clothes. And my weekends are hardly long enough for me to wear all my casuals !???!!!

And, after spending all my time talking in the office, I miss my peace and quiet that I have grown to love in Melbourne. And my privacy. So I would really appreciate it if my mom did not keep asking me questions and telling me things and wanting to converse. I want to be quiet and alone. But she has been staying at home alone for the past few days and it is not like I can tell her off. So more tolerance. Life is about tolerance.......

Life sucks quite a bit at this moment.

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