All too soon, I realised that this will be my 500th post.

And as I type this in a relatively relaxed mood, I think a lot.

Thinking about...how tired I am from jogging in the morning, and about which route I will take to work tomorrow, whether I should cancel my gym and try another one somewhere, and planning when to start studying for CFA 3, wondering what my new coworkers will be like, wondering how the Singapore Marathon will be, which place I will work at in 6 months time, and which human pet's price I should increase, whether to keep on at it, what to eat for dinner, what should I wear tomorrow, about the M2M song playing right now, about my trips next year, about Christmas, New Year, the new blog layout....lotsa stuff.....

And then, also that since I started this blog, it has been 3 years. And a bit more. I would count the exact days, except that I am also changing my layout at the same time, and I do not really want to click through it yet. 500 posts in 3 years. And what a time it has been. In these 3 years past, the experiences gathered, the people met, the things done, the places gone, the emotions felt..........unspeakable. Speechless when I realise that a person can do so much in just a short time span of 3 years ? What wonders one should be able to do with a lifetime !

And yet, what more do I need to do ? What more do I want to do ?

This is worth thinking about. 23 years 3 months and 26 days is a long time to have been around. More important things in the world have happened since I was around. Would I do something that could be important to someone somewhere hence ? I hope so. While selling happiness could be a really great business model, just giving away free samples can feel great too. Last night for example. Went to a lot of trouble for some people. Not particularly fantastic friends, but, then well worth it. We had our closer moments. Amazing how good you can feel afterwards.

Tomorrow I will start working at a new place. New people. new culture, new place. Need to get some things sorted out, like parking, and gym. Massive upheavals. Interesting. And yet scary at the same time. What if people there do not like me ?

But I guess, that would be pretty impossible.



Update 1 : The layout thing is freaking me out. No changes for now. Too much emotional attachment.

Update 2 : Feeling the love tonight. *Happy Sigh*

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