What is new ?

Then again what is not new ?

Life changes every day and one can hardly plan ahead sometimes for fear that by the time it is time for the plan to be rolled out, things have changed so much that the plan is not feasible. Maybe someone who is flexible and adaptable to frequent changes in their lives might feel at home with these conditions, but then again, Man is a creature of habit. We do things well when we do them over and over again, and we things over and over again if we do them well.

Just last night, I thought it would be fun to turn the air conditioning on and snuggle under my doona from Australia to get some of that feeling back. I sank into a blissful sleep. At first. And then it became too hot. But after I threw it off, it was too cold and then I got a minor flu today. You see !? My body does not respond well to violent changes.

And yet, secretly I have always had dreams to do something amazing. Something different. Something so mindblowing noone would ever think that I would be the instigator of it. And I am still trying. Well maybe not earth shattering yet, but maybe one small step at a time. I still surprise people around me from time to time with what I do and say. And they have to do a double take and think if I really just said what I just said. It is funny. But then again, I do feel really comfortable with certain people doing certain things. So, I guess that is a part of me that is holding back.

I would like (not sure if love...well maybe sometimes) to take a year off to do the following :

1. Occupation : Explorer. Travel around Africa South America and Europe to play with natives and experience forests, real outdoor beauty and do lots of volunteer work like building schools and houses. Should probably convince ParkyBear to go with me..
2. Occupation Singer. At some weirdo bar in America after winning some crappy competition and serve pancakes for breakfast at a trailer restaurant.
3. Occupation : Gambler. Gamble at Poker / Mahjong professionally. Really professionally. As in 10 days long competitions without break for sleep/meals.
4. Occupation : Male Model. Work out for awesome model-like muscles and then be a model. (yea the bimbo in me...) But I dunno... LOL !! (This is an imaginary list right !! So I can do anything I want !!)
5. Occupation : Racer. Like F1. I dunno why. This is something I like to do. But then not on a racetrack, more like street racing dodging among cars on the freeway or suburbs.
6. Occupation : Assassin. Or at least get some assassin training. Like Mr and Mrs Smith types. Wah. And learn how to store massive amounts of information in brain and throw knives and shoot guns and detonate bombs.
7. Occupation : Pastry Chef. This is something I used to love to do and I want to be able to make those like giant desserts or very intricately designed pastries and enter into competitions and do ice carving and cream decorating and stuff like that !
8. Occupation : Actor. At least in Broadway, or in Hollywood. Just to do something that I really think that I can do. Would like to do a musical at Hollywood ? Lol. That would be really fun.
9. Occupation : Personal Shopper. Just so that I could spend a lot of money. Since I get bored of most of the things I buy after a while anyway, so it is just as well that I am spending someone else's money on things. I would pick and choose and pay and just give it away.
10. Occupation : Male Host. Like in Japan. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHY I want to do this at all. Perhaps like NiqBear said, it is the male slut in me. Lol Am I slutty ? How can ? ?!?!?!? Maybe it is just the lifestyle that I like.

Lol. Looking at that list seems like I do have quite a crazy list. Who knows, if I do do it, I will let you know.

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