I have just paid for my FRM exam and books. And now I have officially no savings for this year. Zero. Nil. Nada.
And I have still have 5 months to go. Which are all budgeted to be negative months. This does not even include my planning to go to Melbourne. With fares around 3.5k and spending money there...it will be like spending another 6000......sigh. And what about all the secret hopes of going to Hong Kong end of this year.....
I have become broke. So broke it is not funny. So broke, I am broken into a million pieces. Die. Die. Die.
I have become those people who cannot survive on their pay alone, and look forward to the next payday and bonus day. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..................................................
Die.