Super busy at work. And like someone told me, maybe I should start managing expectations. After given a target of ~one portion~ of work a day, well, I sort of did 4 in the first day and then 8 on Tuesday. Very good. Or so I thought. Urgh...I had to do 22 from Tuesday night to Wednesday lunchtime. And this 22 was not even from my manager. It is not that I do not want to do it, but I guess, I want to be treated as something more than a factory. And yet at the same time there is a very big sense of accomplishment at the end when I discover that I can do 22 in half a day. And there is a certain competitive streak I guess to show others that I can and have done it. Oh well, I am analysing that this is the ~significance~ part of me showing. LOL. We have so many strengthsfinder words in our conversations nowadays.

But I guess that work is something that everyone must go through. Also, they have blocked blogger from the workplace, so now, not only can I not blog at work, I also cannot read blogs at work. There go hours of productivity....or rather.... unproductivity. Efficient in a way. Since I do not have much to do online, I work. And the work churns out rather quickly.

Apparently there is another bout of cross dressing to participate in for next Friday. I am not chuffed at all, and in fact feel rather out of it all. I suppose, this is just not the time to have too much silly fun. After all, it will be in front of people from the office right ? Then there is the treasure hunt on Saturday. We are going to Cameron Highlands. Interesting and should be fun. Hope the first prize will be procured. It is the best prize after all, and it is 2 tickets and accomodation to Hong Kong. Yummy. Will be feeling rather tired though as will be attending the DJ Diamond show at Luna Friday night. Sigh.

Sometimes I want to rest more, but at the same time I feel that I have not got anything that is unimportant to give up. So I end up in bed, knowing that I could fall asleep at any time and yet try to read a chapter of Harry Potter, and then falling asleep within a chapter anyway. I think the weariness from work has kept me from going too crazy with the book. Reading it so slowly ! But then again, obviously the first half is not that interesting to keep me going through the night. I suppose when you get older the priorities change. Notice that my age on the side bar has changed to 23. OMG. 23.

Met PatBear for dinner on Tuesday night. It was fantastic to catch up. And great to talk to someone who is not working. So young and so fresh. Have no idea what it means but I think you will understand what I am trying to say.

Lastly. I hate the trading floor where you cannot chat on the phone. Bleh.

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