I still have not got my laptop working online at the apartment and now it is not even working at the office. FREAK.

The honeymoon/fairytale is officially over. I have not worried/stressed/walked/stood/worked so much for the last 5 months. Work until 9..get back...shower..a bit of tv...5 cookies..sleep..wake at 6...commute...wait for train...at office by 8. You know what, commuting is a big waste of time. Waste hours of your life. You can easily become a zombie which just goes to work and home like a robot. My feet hurt from standing up so much for my project. My head hurts from frustration at people who are too stubborn and stupid to listen to good advice. My eyes hurt. My fingers hurt. I have cuts all over my hands. Ew. Is it worth it ?

YES. I still believe YES. I have got to meet great people. I am walking in beautiful streets and work in a beautiful area. I wear great clothes...things that I want to be seen in, when I am working. It is amazing. Even if it is tiring. It is still worth it. And while I am still frustrated and tired, I am also very hyped up about my project. Something about wanting to 'show' your manager that you CAN do it. WAhahhaha..I will never give up. Just thinking about walking in the cold air in nice clothes can last me through a whole unhappy day. Shallow....but maybe it keeps me going !!

In fact that is what I think about on the train the whole time. What to wear..what are people wearing things like that....ah.... shopping tomorrow ? Maybe.

I might have to work all other weekends from now on. :P

Hope everyone passed.

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