Once again. Blog before facebook. Otherwise no blog.

It was a crazy weekend. It started with a wild night of karaoke on Friday which ended up finishing at 2 am. It felt good since it was a long time since I sang with SharBear, RaeBear and JinBear. There were also 3 of RaeBear's friends so it is good to meet new people. A little sleep (3 hours later), I was awake and up and running. Some studying with lots of coffee later, I was back in bed after lunch. More studying (CFA is getting interesting..) and then I get an emergency call to pick up NiqBear at the airport. It was funny and my mom even had enough time to get me a card with her name on it to put up as a sign !

Dinner with JinBear, SharBear, RaeBear, SJBear, JessBear, DanBear, KaiBear, WoobyBear, and even VCBear who is in Malaysia ! It was at Tony Roma's at Cineleisure and later we adjourned to Laundry and then Murni's. Sunday was spent celebrating my grandmother's birthday before joining RaeBear and NiqBear at KL Tower and then going around the National Mosque and Lake Gardens and Merdeka Square. I have become quite the tour guide for KL this year. Just do not ask me about food.... Not good in that area. Dinner with Jin's parents before drinks at SkyBar at Trader's Hotel.

Work on Monday was a drag therefore. Could hardly keep my eyes open.

Argh. Do not feel like working at all. I mean, can I please work from home ?

Update at night :

Oh..feeling damn dizzy now. I think not enough food. Got some plain crackers and some soup now though. So weird. First time having this experience. Hahahaha..But need to lose weight ! I am so determined for my resolutions this year, and have managed to keep it up till now - 8 days already ! A record by itself....

Anyway remembered something that I wanted to post for a long time but never got around to it. Basically, it was about the people you love in your life. Yes, I know emo post. But shortened, since I have already thought about it too much.

Anyway, I used to keep a lot of old letters, emails and smses from certain parties. Ahem. Haha. Somehow, I decided to wean myself of the dependence on these relationships and burnt, destroyed and deleted everything. That was a few months ago. Since then, it has been pretty good, my mind off these things, but recently I have been thinking too much again and wanted to read some of those messages. Even though I have probably memorised them, I just felt like reading them, to smile to myself secretly with my heart pounding, and eyes crinkled. Yea. But they are all gone. So .... I do not know what is this feeling. Regret ? Maybe. Probably.

But the best thing is, now I know more than ever, if I really wanted it, I would have to work for it.

Even if the world does not think I deserve it.

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